[Loch-Ruadh] FW: Can you relate?
Tim Cantley
yukon505 at hotmail.com
Wed May 29 11:50:17 PDT 2002
This is for us parents out there :)
Sean
>
> This is so true and all of us have
> wondered when will
> we stop worrying
> about our children. Never!
>
> Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become
> accountable for their own actions? Is there a
> wonderful moment when parents can become detached
> spectators in the lives of their children and shrug,
> "It's their life," and feel nothing?
>
> When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital
> corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches
> in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop
> worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of
> the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly
> and said nothing.
>
> When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair
> in a classroom and heard how one of my children
> talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was
> headed for a career making license plates. As if to
> read my mind, a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all
> go through this stage and then you can sit back,
> relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled
> faintly and said nothing.
>
> When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting
> for the phone to ring, the cars to come home, the
> front door to open. A friend said, "They're trying
> to find themselves. Don't worry in a few years, you
> can stop worrying. They'll be adults." My mother
> just smiled faintly and said nothing.
>
> By the time I was 50, I was sick & tired of being
> vulnerable. I was still worrying over my children,
> but there was a new wrinkle--there was nothing I
> could do about it. My mother just smiled faintly
> and said nothing.
>
> I continued to anguish over their failures, be
> tormented by their frustrations and absorbed in
> their disappointments. My friends said that when my
> kids got married I could stop worrying and lead my
> own life. I wanted to believe that, but I was
> haunted by my mother's wan smile and her occasional,
> "You look pale. Are you all right? Call me the
> minute you get home. Are you depressed about
> something?"
>
> Can it be that parents are sentenced to a lifetime
> of worry? (first our kids, and then our grandkids)
> Is concern for one another handed down
> like a torch to blaze the trail of human frailties
> and the fears of the unknown? Is concern a curse or
> is it a virtue that elevates us to the highest form of life?
>
> One of my children became quite irritable recently,
> saying to me, "Where were you? I've been calling
> for 3 days, and no one answered. I was worried."
> I smiled a wan smile. The torch has been passed.
>
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