[Namron] Ulfie... need some advice and help quick

[Lisebethe Wilkerson]

I'm sorry to email you, but at the moment, you and My
are about the only ones I feel I can trust. I got home
at 1045 or so, but just now calmed down enough to
type.

 AFter Monday nights debacle up at the OKC pop, I got
a bizarre phone call from Bar on Thursday of last
week.
He asked me about Sean, what he meant to me, I to him,
and me ( stupid ) told him that we we're just friends.
Then he started asking me about my love life in
general, was I seeing anyone seriously. Still being
stupid, I told him no. THen he started telling me that
Seansy was a fool, blind etc. And I got worried. Bar
started talking about being single again and asked me
if he could count on me  as a friend, if I knew what
he meant... I got the hell off the phone, made some
lame excuse about Conner calling me, called Seansy and
cried all over him. Told him Bar was acting wierd and
making moves on me that were just flat out wrong. Bar
made me feel .. slimy.
And then TONIGHT as I was leaving fighter practice
with Conner, he had the gall to come up to me, and
hold the door to my van open so I couldnt leave. He
told me that he hadnt meant to make me uncomfortable
etc. Kept telling me he didnt want to mess up "
something good".   I just wanted to be gone and for
him to go the hell away. He was really scaring me. No
one was close enough to call for help, and Bar knew
it.

What the hell is going on? This guy is supposed to be
a Knight... why is he following me around? And worse,
who ELSE is he doing it to???
What do I do Ulfie? Slap the shit out of him the next
time I see him? Make sure I'm never alone again? I'm
out of my league here. He is scaring the crap out of
me. I'm freezing up and I can't think of what to do
and say to make him leave. I don't want ot hurt him. I
used to think I knew him.
I havent slept in days.  Curerently Having flashbacks
to the last asshole that tried ( but succeeded ) in
smooth talking me. The one in jail for child
molestation and child porn. The same one that beat me
up and raped me while fantisizing about my son. I'm so
MAD... I had just finished talking to the girls with
My about not getting hurt by men.. and then that ...
ugh I can't think of the word... follows me to my car.

Ulfie I'm losing it here. I dont think Bar knows what
he stepped into. I'm going to really do something
stupid if he does anything else. What do I do?
Please...I need some help. My butt isnt showing up
ANYWHERE he might be until he stops this shit. I'm off
all the lists, and I wont be answering my phone either
unless it's a number I KNOW.
Gods I'm cussing like a sailor. I'm sorry Ulfie. I'm
just scared, pissed, and I want to hit someone. Like
Bar. I'd love to call someone, but one does not call
other people at nearly one in the morning and cry on
them.
Some advice would be greatly appreciated.



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