[Sca-cooks] Old? Brain fade...

[Sue Clemenger]

Sounds like you've got an awfully full basket, Lainie, so don't be too
hard on yourself.....straight-out old ordinary fatigue and stress and
major life crises will do all sorts of things to a person that aren't
always obvious.  And job searches can be so damned discouraging--I get
so very tired of being 2nd, 3rd, 4th all the time, too.....
--Maire (remembering the beyond-bone-deep fatigue she felt when her
mother was dying)

"Laura C. Minnick" wrote:
>
> I'm 36- old enough to vote twice so why did I only get one ballot?
> Yes- I knew that it is mostly FM fog. It's just been getting worse. I'm
> trying to re-regulate my sleep, helped out with yet more drugs (I really
> hate it) but I am still sleeping a total of 12-14 hrs a day. Makes the job
> hunt difficult, and the idea of a normal workday daunting. I also wonder
> if I'm blanking out in interviews? My kids and friends fill in for me
> around the house, but... The consistent statement coming on callbacks is
> something like "We thought you were wonderful, and you were 2nd, 3rd,
> whatever, but we hired someone who has five years experience with X agency
> already... but we wish you luck!" I sus pect the depression from all of
> this is not helping...
>
> BTW, I will be off-line most of tomorrow and maybe thru the weekend-
> James' dad is not doing well, refusing treatments, won't get out of bed
> anymore except for the bathroom and a couple bites of food. I'm meeting
> James there tomorrow and hoping we can force Dad out of bed to see the
> doctor, just out a little, trying to get something out of the time he has
> left. Send us good thoughts, etc- we will need them. Even Mr. Unflappable
> James is having a hard time dealing with everything. (We also have to get
> Dad to set up funeral arrangements. Not an easy thing to do.)
>
> But I will continue to post and annoy until tomorrow! ;-)
>
> 'Lainie
>
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